Enough with the planning!
Enough with the preparation!
Enough with the datelines!

Scouting has become a burden.
I stayed on for the fun activites and also the friendship i made there.

But now, not only do i seldom meet the friends i have in scouts,
I cant seem to be having fun like before.

I find no joy in Scouting anymore.

Was contemplating whether i should leave the unit for good.
Maybe this is the part where one has to make a decision of a lifetime,

To leave, or to wait for someone or smthn to reignite the flame tt has long been extinguished.

I do miss those times i had with my fellow PLC.
Just to name a few;
Mingjie
Kenneth
Jingcai
Jeffrey
etc
The bond we had got us through any form of hardships.
We were indestructable. We were fearless.

From grinning to one another while doing pushups
to
marching around the school bcos we were proud of ourselves.

and not to mention the occasional losing-of-handphone by our brother Kenneth.. only to find out tt he had it amongst his clothes all along.
Cartoon Network tt one. ((:

Jingcai, who could jump from off pioneering structures without getting hurt,

Mingjie who untied the wrong lashing, which nearly got killed by his own structure..

HAHAHAHA!

Oh, what i'll do to have us all together once more.
I do realise that we have different priorities in lives and tt we dont share the same interest anymore.
But those memories of us together as brothers will be kept close to me forever.

Life's full of uncertainties..

So embrace every moment, for it might be last.

To all those people i once knew as brothers,

I pray that you're in good health and doing great,

Till the next time we meet.

CHEERS~!! (:

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