So life's been great.

Too great when i come to think about it.

But apart from all these greatness, i've been suffering from sleep disorder.
Sleeping late is not the problem, but to wake up a couple of hours later and having to stare at the ceiling for another hour is not very nice.. :/

But then again, im still ever so grateful to have my life feeling so complete, once more.

Hope shant be too unrealistic. For it might kill instead of heal,

As history may repeat itself.

But holding on to dreams still, will make me a better person.

Or at least tts what i think?

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Companionship - something that i tend to sought after every now and then.

As it gives me a sense of warmth/security to have someone to;

listen to your troubles,
share your dreams,
exchange beliefs,
lend a shoulder,
be with in present & future,
etc.

Love has its price. Everything does.

The willingness to submit to its demands is something not many can forgo of.

But if you manage to conjure the strength to do so, the fruits thereafter are much sweeter than one can ever imagine.

Its a two way street that often, many get lost and end up either stagnant or hiking the street they first came.

Or worst. Astray.

Its a decision that haunts me, still.

And only me.

Me alone have the answers to this peculiar question of mine.

And time is always of the essence.

And so i've gotta think. Hard.


For it might be the decision of the lifetime.

My lifetime. My love. (: