Thursday, August 07, 2008
Random thoughts.
Are people you call friends trustworthy enough to share your problems?
Will they understand you inside out, eventho you're known them for years?
They are nothing more than creatures.. creatures who judge you.
rate you.
assess you.
grade you.
Hypocrites we all are. nthn more.
I can be a problem solver.. but can nv solve mine. Let alone to have someone to confide in. No one i can trust, truly.
For every confession you make, it just makes you weaker.. for you couldnt hold them inside and keep it there, but to share with the hypocrites out there who will in turn use tt confession against you.
In humans we cannot trust. Only in god and ourselves...
Having to talk to yourself every now and then.. just for the sake of lashing things out and to feel comfort... Can be very disturbing at times.. Thoughts confuse me. Thoughts kill me.
When will i ever have a peace of mind? I just want to be left alone.
Away from people. Away from civilisation. Just for a moment of silence... To hear the leaves rustle in the wind.. the birds chirping in the sky and water crashing into the sand & rocks.
I want to be left alone. Let me be alone.
To power of thought can be powerful, yes.
But its able to take one's life away.. The sense of security i once acknowledged is not there anymore.
Im left all alone.. and i like it tt way.. so leave me alone.
Just let me be.
DicKieS