The occasional "Hey.. you're getting fatter" are always coming my way... damn shit... nearly everyone i know says that...

Im on it alrite... think i gotta get myself Tummy Trim or some shit to stop myself from being one fat bastard...

So yea.. SRRR has ended.. eventho we lost, i feel no regrets at all... i really had a good time with my two brothers and we learnt quite alot in raft building.. At least we didnt quit.. Row to the end! =D

So i guess we're gonna be back next year.. Back with vengence.. and some physics while we're at it.. Haha!

Life's been very very hectic this past few months... Eversince i got transferred... I got so much work to do... Much more responsibilities n stuff... I really gotta take a step back in my scouting activities and set my priorities to Ns..

Been thinking alot about going back to school after NS... I'm already Vying this course at this particular poly.. Hmmm.. its so gonna be weird... Enterin poly at the age of 21.. while alot of them are just 17? 18? Old bird...

I so wanna take my Bike license right now but i've gotta pay it myself... which equates to a CMI... Guess i rather spend the $ on something else... Shoes perhaps? :D

Crap! I still havent confirm the Phuket Trip for this coming December! Planning to disappear for awhile right after i ORD... i wanna be uncontactable... for at least a month or two.. I deserve a retreat... a long one..

Guys going to Phuket... pls make up ur mind bcos im going... with or without you!

Talked to Wilbur & Guoyao last weekend.. was asking whether they're interested to drive up to KL again anytime this year or early nxt year... Well.. they seem to be interested enough.. would love to rent 2 cars and drive up to KL... since we have like 4 drivers already.. and a few more to come.. am looking forward to this!

Wa... Xh just pm-ed me.. well.. he says he's disappointed with me because im not able to come for PLTC.. and why i cant come? CLubbin? Chalet? nope.. Work.. NS.. yeap..

Sometimes its so difficult to explain to ppl how much responsibilities i have at work... and its not like shared among afew ppl.. NO! its like my own taiji.. i like have my own computer.. my own email address.. my own cubicle.. my own work... If i dont do it.. no one will.. seriously NO ONE...

Why is it so difficult to explain to others? because most of them are from the Army.. they have no idea wat we Ns police officers do.. your load is shared,.. mind isnt... im office hour staff? i dun think so... i do nite shifts... i come back on weekends... i end at 8pm nearly everyday... office hours? think again... like the other time i had to build the raft for SRRR... i was actually awake for more than 36 hours... sacrificed sleep... bcos i was keen to participate i still came down after my night shift n all...

Nowadays.. i cant enjoy myself like before.. just let loose n all.. work keeps popping into my mind... wat to do.. when... how.. urgghh.. ORD... pls! pls!

I've been trasferred bcos the previous guy couldnt commit and make time for work... they then switched me with him.. knowing i'll be different.. and so i gotta prove to them i'm worthy..

I already feel guilty for wanting to take leave for Group Camp.. tts why i try not to push my luck with PLTC..

Oh well.. no one will truly understand me anw..

I wanna share with you guys some pics tt might be quite funny...

This guy in the picture thinks that people should make a ''Pussy/BJ Machine''... so those lao ahpeks can enjoy themselves anytime anywhere... check it out!

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