Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Believe it or not. I feel so lonely without Kenneth Kiti..
It all struck me when my Police friends asked me along to MOS.
The immediate thing i did was to think of the other friends i have so as to ask them along..
And to my disappointment, i had none in mind but Kenneth, my clubbin' kaki..
Where have all my friends gone to?
Well, apart from the fact that most of them are either attached, broke or working,
The rest of them in my Super Looonnngg contact list in my mobile are those i dun consider friends anymore..
Am I that unfriendly? Is it the looks? Oh man.. why?
Anw,
Weirong then decided to accompany me to MOS and tog, we had quite an eventful nite..
Thanks man!
I spoke to Rad & Fir about this ytd nite.. and also shared with them that I'm becoming quite a straight forward person.. tho it kills my PR skills alil, i think i'll stick to how i am now..
Im so gonna do this!
I'll try to think of the people I've known.. and wat i think we've become over the years or wat is in this cloudly mind of mine.
Dun be too sensative pls and accpt what i really think.. :)
Police Friends:Kinda difficult to contact them at times. esp because our working hours are always crashing into one another.. resorting to one of us taking leave/mc or sacrifice sleep so as just to meet up..Scout Buddies:You guys are great.. but i feel like i cant open myself completely to u guys because you will never accept me for the shits ive done in life.. But we will always be one scout family. Im sure of this!Nigel/Fuming/BQ:So proud that you guys are moving on to another phase of life... Young Adults now.. From young lil bastards, to bigger bastards.. I trust u guys with my life man.. but that 1 year gap between us will always be there.. making me feel rather uncomfortable sharing my experiences in life to you guys.. Till hoes do us part.. :)Ruthless:Haha.. you guys were a funny bunch of people man.. Its great how u guys(Most) are still in contact and meet up frequently.. I had to leave man.. I realised how different i was from you guys.. not in terms of race(duh) but the culture we live in.. Let's just say we lead different lifestyles yea.. Do miss you guys at times.. ULU Gang:Well, i left because i simply couldnt tolerate the att and also the great amount of time idling away.. Sorry guys, i gotta move on.. I have lots to accomplish and Ulu was just a passing rock on my road in life..Do what you guys enjoy and make the best outta it.. No grudges boys.. Enjoy!Do talk abit if we were to bump into one another yea.. :)Hadri/Rad/Fir/Bob etc:We're still in contact... no doubt bout it.. But i cant deny the fact that we're not as close as before.. I understand we all have our responsibitlities and little time is left to meet up..Am looking forward to see you guys again soon... Forever bros..THE REST:Either im outta brain juice or you do belong to the grp...You've been a great impact in my life or otherwise..But the fact remains that you do not know me very tt well... esp bcos im a very secretive guy and hates sharing..Anw, do keep in contact as you guys are afterall my friends..OK.. enuff blabberin for today.. gtg meet Weirong for dinner...
Till then..
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