Its been a year now since we parted, but i just can't seem to let go..
Many i have consulted but answers the same..
All that is to do now is to move on..
And hopefully time will heal it all.

Not that i am stubborn to keep dwelling in the past..
Just that i can't see myself in the future, being without you.
Many Came, Many Went...
but feelings stays the same,
as none had the power to pry the heart open,
and to erase the memories that are still held dearly..

I do not wish for your return,
for i can't get myself to love you again..
The heart is not filled with love anymore,
but of pain..
An unbearable pain which was unforseen..
It is of this pain that numbs me deep,
and i await for the one..
The one who is able to resuscitate me,
and to salvage of what is left of the heart.

Time doesnt seem to heal,
instead, it kills..
as everyday it goes cold,
and i fear that one day, it might just close shut,
and to love someone with a dead heart is something i do not wish to do..

Much feelings to express,
Much love to share..
but to whom..
i wish to find,
Somewhere. . .

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