So yea.. I've been a lazy bum these past few days.. Just simply tired..
Fatigue has really caught up with me and been having flu eversince..
Maybe bcos i have yet to have a good night sleep lately.. Even if i try sleeping early, i would just lie there in my bed thinking of everything thats either gonna happen or already happened..
Oh how i miss those long sleeps on the weekend... I need a holiday!!! FAST!!
My back's been killing me lately... aching all the time.. I really need a massage man.. Anyone up fer it?

Talking bout holiday, I was just discussing on going on a holiday this coming December with Rad, Bob, Dre, Farid and Zul ytd at PIZZA HUT.. Funny ppl.. From KL... to Batam... to Surabaya.. Hahaha... all sorts of interestin ideas from them..
So the plan now is to go chill & shop at KL and Rad's gonna be the one settling the accomodations n stuff.. Since he came up with the idea of us staying at the Suite at 400+RM per night..
So yea.. can't wait fer the outing..

Its been a couple of weeks we've been fasting.. and i can actually count the days i break fast at home.. Im rarely at home laa.. Either having prac or simply out with me buddies.. i have got to stay home more often.. and go fer terawih more as well... hmmmm...

Been invited to break fast at Ms BubbleTea's place this coming Saturday.. but im still thinking hard.. Frankly speaking.. i don't enjoy being in someone else's place.. i dont even feel comfortable at me granny's & aunt's place... let alone a stranger's place.. Oh well.. still deciding tho..

I so cant wait to ORD... i want freedom! i want! i want! i wanna be a student again... pleaseee.. :/

Oh yea.. someone asked me why i did not continue schooling after my Os.. and i kinda felt offended actually.. Does serving NS before pursuing a tertiary level education means you're stupid or smthn?
Its not like i failed my Os... for god sakes... I scored so much better than some 4e students during my time.. Not that i wanna brag yea..
The reason why i did not continue in Millenia Institute or even enroll in those Poly courses i was eligible for was because i have totally no interest in them.. at all..
So why waste my time doing smthn i dun enjoy doing? and end up like those Poly dropouts? who will eventually serve NS... but only after wasting a year or two?

Come to think about it.. im thankful i got into NS first.. if gives me time to think of what i want.. source for smthn of my interest and abilities.. So no regrets going Ns first.. and i dun even have to think of Ns anymore after the 3 years of Poly..

So whats wrong in serving NS now?

Labels: Tired... Very tired