Life has been particularly different for me for the past couple of months. Suprisingly, I realise ive become abit more reserved compared to the ME years back. I seem to be abit more calm and collected.. and i choose my words carefully before speaking to others.

Not that im naggy or anythin.. but i am so disappointed upon looking at you behave. You speak like others have no feelings at all.. tho it might be fun and seems hilarious, i was sad to see that not once you took other's feelings in consideration. And its because of that, im sorry to say that ive lost all the respect i had for you. It could have been the last time we meet.. but me, on my part.. i wouldnt want to be the one souring a friendship.

It is through this i learn the true meaning behind the saying,
"To earn respect, you have to give respect"

All i did was to observe. Observe every little thing that happened.. i may have looked calm & relaxed on the surface., but inside.. i was desperately searching for answers... answers that would explain the way you acted.. It was beyond childish, beyond being immatured.. it was purely being Rude.. And i do not blame you for being that way.. for i understand that being considerate for others may not have been a practice.

On the bed i ponder all night.. tossing & turning.. restless as i still could'nt find the answers to your actions.. but now.. i know..

Only now i realise..
That you are not worth my time, care..
or even friendship...

I hope you change for the better.. and reflect on the things you have done..
I don't need apologies...
& i don't need compansations...
all i need is for you to grow up..
and hopefully one day.. you'll understand what i mean..


Till then..