Ive been thinking ALOT about my future lately.. esp education.. i intend to enter NIE homec course.. the course is 4 years.. 3 years stay in Temasek Poly and the final year in NIE itself.. after which i will have to bond myself for another 5 years teaching a secondary school.. and if you do ur math, its 9 years in total.. and by then i'll be 29.. im scared..im just too young too think too far.. but if i were to take this on., it means 9 years of my life.. and do i have to stay with tt job forever..?! im not ready to commit!! neither do i want to be uneducated..
Some of you might realise.. 29 is the ripe age to settle down.. BUT IM SCARED!! HOW?!! the pay i'll be getting after the 4 years will be 2.2k.. it wont be enough!! will i be too old to change profession?! omg.. i feel so lost.. have yet to find the time to talk this out with my mom..
Yes its still 10 years down the road., but once i choose this line, its all the way..

Oh god.. pls pls pls guide me through this..


Majority of my frens now are in a relationship.. i cant deny the fact thaty i do miss being in one.. but then again., its just too troublesome.. and im not ready to commit.. all i wanna do now is earn loads of money, finish my National Service and get back to studying.. maybe only by then will i be ready.. :)

OK then.. gtg..
ByeBye!!