ok.. life sucks.. i agree i used to hate ppl who say this, but i just have to face the fact that, i hate myself and my life.. nothing!! i repeat NOTHING goes the way i want them to be. yes, life has its ups n downs, BUT mine is always down... at to think about it, if my life is down now, it would be a miracle for it to go up later on in life.. and i dont believe in miracles... "tell me to believe in such shit miracles, and i'll shove my fist up ur arse!!"

recently, i've changed, and for the worst.. i noe that... but i really cant help it... i looking forward to die, coz even in life, i commit too much sins anyway... so wats the point of living.., If anyone out there hates me becoz of wat i do and my habits be it good or bad,.. i really dun give a fuck!! if u hate me, then just fuck off... wanna break ties with me..? go ahead... i seriously dun give a fuck!! i can live in this world by myself.. i dun need ya'll!! i dun need anybody!!

im down. leave me alone.