haiz... my life seriously sucks,.. i use to insult ppl who say this, but this time., it has gone too far.., im so pissed until all sorts of feelings and thoughts are running through my mind right now,.. i really thought i have friends who understand me since we've known each other for so long now..., but,.. i was wrong... very wrong... im so disappointed in them to the extend tt i feel like crying..., aargh... okok.., this was what happened,

i happened not to have this edusave form for some bloody english competition.., and so i asked around for an extra form.., but unfortunately,.. no one had.., but one of my "friends" had a copy of it.., and so she decided to 'help' me by lending it to so tt i can photocopy it.., and so,i took it and planned to photocopy it during recess time., but before recess., the teacher demanded us to hand it in on the spot.., and so my 'friend' "helped" out by saying tt our forms were with her sister in another class,.. and thought tt we could get away wif it.., unfortunately the teacher still wanted it at tt point of time..., and so she went out of the class and pretended to go find her sis..., feeling tt i had a part to play as well.., i sneaked out of the class and i went to the bookshop hoping that we could made a copy of the form in no time, but the bookshop was closed.., hhmm., so we ran to the library.., and as usual, the teacher incharge is never punctual in opening the library.. why bother puttting up the opening hours of the library when u dun follow them?? haiz... anyway.., we then had to find a teacher to help us make a copy of the form.., but there were'nt any teachers around.., while walking.. we met up with this someone..., and he/she helped out and made a copy for us..., and so., we filled the forms up.., we then headed up to the staff room to hand up the form.., uponhanding up the form, my teacher asked us why we were late.., and so i have to make up a story to save our asses, and so i remembered that i had earlier injured my leg.., and with tt, i reasoned with the teacher by saying tt i fell...,
She was ok with it.., but then she kept my 'friend' back and told her tt its because of her i fell n stuff..., and thats it...!! thats it...!! there was nthn else..., N.O.T.H.I.N.G. the incident was just between my friend and i.., but NO.. it did not end there..., somehow.., my 'friend' must have got psycho-ed, poison-ed or watever u wanna call it.., but she went to tell the whole incident to the teacher who was olreadi OK with everything... so much for helping huh..,

so now.., i cant trust anyone anymore..., u just busted a fucker.., so just wait to get fucked by me...!! just wait,.. time will tell.., i wont be the same shidiq anymore.., i swear!! i swear!! at least to u people..., i will be this fucking bastard doing things tt will piss u to your very core,..!! u ppl will feel my wrath.., i promise u this,.. cross my heart to die...!!
just cant wait to get out of this fucked up school with fucked up 'friends'... i noe u ppl have been talking bout me behind my back... but i still treated u ppl as my friends coz i respect every individual point of view..., but now... no more... no more... __